Dekugon

I'm currently looking for a long term campaign where backstory matters preferably in an open world setting, I've got a loose idea for character I'd love to play out at a table. I can be serious when needed but am not above memeing and jokes if that's the mood of the table. I really wanna give heavier roleplay a try though I'm a little bad at speeches and end up describing what my character is doing or trying to do instead of a dramatic speech. I also love sharing the spot light and really love spectating the roleplay of others